First of all, as much as I would like to be as awesome as them, I'm not an extreme couponer. I don't mind a good deal tho.
So before I lost my thoughts, I got into talking with a lady at a Target store. She saw how much coupons I was using alongside their app. (Which I like vs Walmart *hint*hint*) and she said, "Dont you find these ridiculous?"
Actually I don't. My goal is at least get a discount or not pay a full price. I would be lucky if the sale is half off, but saying a couple of dollars with a transaction is nice. You plan a little, check when things expire, what are the sales and you save. A 25 cents off an item may not be big but add it with the other coupons and sales you get more. Aside from that, like I said a discount on your brand is nice. She sounds condescending...
I feel so mean but I held my tongue. XD I just saved an hour or so of your pay... woooooo lolololol
Wednesday, July 31, 2019
I like couponing
Saturday, June 29, 2019
Thoughts in my head 1
I would usually have random shit going on in my head. Scenarios, what ifs and stuff... might as well write it up here for giggles.
As a kid, whenever we go somewhere or have gatherings, we meet folks whom our parents would introduce us and such and such. And as a kid, I really don't give a damn whether you give me something or you're my parents coworkers and etc. (Even some long lost relative or whatever)
It doesn't really register in my brain, so I dont remember these people.
Sad part is that... I don't remember much at all.
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
Not good for my mental health
Maybe someone will read this, maybe not. Just want to publicly post this.
I have recently lost my mother from complications due to cancer. It's very tough to see my mother go through that even tho its a short amount of time, more so to decide to place her on do not resuscitate.
It has been more than 3 months. And I still really do miss her. I have accepted the fact that she's gone.
Recent events and most probably work is making it hard for me to move on.
Friends are also losing their loved ones. Saddening news after another. And it makes my heart feel heavy.
Work is complicating with my healing process. I work in healthcare. It doesn't bother me as I love what I do. (Even tho half if my patients are a pain, I just have to add that xD)
It's just some of them are very sick. Just putting it out there, it's hard for me to deal at the moment, to be blunt, them dying. It reminds me of what happened to my mother. It may seem maybe to them that I'm "unfeeling" because I have to put on a "professional" face, and I do have to put my best at work. But I'm bawling on the inside.
Death is like rubbing salt into a wound that's already slow to heal.
Its making me feel anxious, which stresses me out and triggers my migraine in which there are times that I can't even function.
This can go with different reactions, brain vs heart. My brain understands but my heart is not ready to let go yet. There's so many things I feel left unanswered. But one thing I wanna know is if she's okay now. Is she pain free?
Wednesday, March 8, 2017
Wow x.x
I work at a small hospital.
I most of the times I hate it when "K" is our night supv because she wont care and would transfer patients at night. When they're supposed to be resting so that we could admit more.
Working in a med surg tele floor we usually end up with everything... it's tiring and too much at times that some of us usually feel like were drowning...
I'm thinking now if I should stay a few more months but then start looking for another work because well it is too much.
I'm just ranting here. I know that there are factors and everything. But just too much overload at times.
Friday, November 11, 2016
Madness...
There's a reason in mine. Call it OCD, being organized, or whatever. I do it mainly because it makes it easier for me to remember things and do what I still need to do. If one messes it up, I get lost, out of track and pissed me off that I have to redo things. Backtracking, doing more work.
Just thinking about it right now is giving me a headache. I'll just... go






