I know it's not a reason but...

I want to cry...
- Just because I'm tired....
- Because I'm sleepy...
- Burnt out from work and doesn't feel like coming back to all those craziness
- I'm also hungry but I'm ignoring that because I'm more sleepy
- Overwhelmed that I didn't know shit with the issue that happened during my shift
The freaking charge before my shift lgave me 3 restless patients, 1 easily agitated one and the after care/issue of one
- Not properly debrief and feeling lost; it's a rare occurrence to happen in my unit so none us know what to do
- I'm sorry to my charge last night that I threw her under the bus
- I'm sleepy (yes I just have to repeat that)
- I'm sleepy
- And every time I get sleepy almost drifting to lala land some shit goes on
   - some fucking random person calling me
   - something smells like poop coming from the backyard
   - Insurance issues regarding the car accident, issues that haven't been communicated properly

And now after that rant, I think I can try to destress now. Hopefully no more interruptions... or I'll turn off phone.
Kthxbye